Mar 21, 2009

SEBAGAI PENGAJARAN...


Mase tgh stady utk crdt abdomen, tibe2 rase nk tulis kat blog ni….so ni la hasilnye

My mom only had one eye. I hated her… She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, ‘EEEE, your mom only has one eye!

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ‘ If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?’

My mom did not respond… I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, ‘How dare you come to my house and scare my children!’ GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!

And to this, my mother quietly answered, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,’ and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I’m sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see……..when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.’

Hakim(bkn name sbnr) after bace cite ni pn tambah lyric lagu ni,

Once I Rose Above The Noise And Confusion
Just To Get A Glimpse Beyond This Illusion
I Was Soaring Ever Higher, But I Flew Too High
Though My Eyes Could See I Still Was A Blind Man
Though My Mind Could Think I Still Was A Mad Man
I Hear The Voices When I'm Dreaming

Sorry ar kalo lagu ni x de kaitan ngn cite kat atas….

Jd moralnye bak kate Hakim(bkn name sbnr) hargai parents kite…

Bagi sesiape yg blom call parents die sile2 lah ringan tangan n duit call dieowng ek…..

Wassalam,

Prepared by: Blue Power Rangers

5 comments:

  1. huwaa..sedihnyeee...uhuk2 :'(
    setiap kali baca bait2 syair ni, mesti sebak punye la..nak nangis..huhu..

    this is an arabic poem..sedih..

    below is the link for the music video:

    Ya Ummi, by Ahmed Bukhater

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mcmZ0wIhx0

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  2. waaa~~ sedih!!!!!!!!

    aku xke entry sedey2... waaa~~!! ak nak balek mesia skrng jugak~!!!!

    -nad y sgt2 nak balek mesia :(-

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  3. "....berbuat baiklah terhadap kedua org ibu bapak...." Q6:151

    =)

    p/s alhamdulillah da ade smngt nk jadik "power rangers" hikhik

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  4. bagus ade article macam ni..biar kite sentiasa ingat and tak lupe pd parents kite..

    syabas! ^_^

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  5. mantap....(sambil menitiskan air mata)

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